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Post by Oded Zeituni on Jul 22, 2016 17:22:42 GMT -5
Hey I'm Back again sorry for taking really long time to be here, but I have unsettling news to tell you:
Recently from the past 2-3 years until now I'm going through enormous depression, I have very suicidal thoughts about how I am about to kill myself and all that stuff, I always feel like my life is terrible and I want to end it.
Some of my friends tell me to not to kill myself and I try not to do that.
I'm in a tough decision either I want to kill myself or resist it.
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Post by Lucky on Jul 22, 2016 18:23:07 GMT -5
It's okay, I mean you're busy with rl stuff.
o.o
If you want my honest opinion, and I've made up my mind not to help people that have suicidal thoughts cause a friend said I was bringing more harm to her than good, but here's what I think and if she reads this maybe she'll understand why I said what I did to cause her to stop the suicidal thoughts, a friend once said that God gave you the gift of life, now think about this before attempting.
If you take your life now, did you know that God doesn't forgive people that gives that gift back, in other words, dude, you will go straight to Hell, no ifs, ands or butts about it, not only that but it would bring more harm than good, I mean, you've got friends and family that will miss you.
I mean it, seriously, if you believe in God, please pray to him and let him handle the situation, cause killing yourself will not answer any question, it just leads to more problems.
So there shouldn't be a Do I want to kill myself or resist it, if you find yourself asking that question, go to a parent, guardian, family member, teacher or someone that will help you with that situation, cause I know you want to live and I would like to see you around here on Sparky's more often than not.
I hope this helps.
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Post by Oded Zeituni on Jul 22, 2016 18:28:46 GMT -5
that's very helpful, thank you for your opinion
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Post by Lucky on Jul 22, 2016 18:29:45 GMT -5
You're welcome.
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Post by ArtyJayWolf on Jul 22, 2016 18:32:19 GMT -5
I've been in that hole before... Trust me...
Let me just say this, no matter how bad your life seems, now matter how dark it may seem, there is ALWAYS a light at the end of the tunnel. The sun will ALWAYS shine in the end.
Whether you persevere through it is all on you. I bet that there is at least ONE person in your life who deeply cares for you. Don't abandon them. I've been down the suicide rode before, and trust me, it is NOT worth it. However, if and when you do pull through the void of depression, then there is absolutely NOTHING in this world that can stop you after that. Nothing.
You pull through, you'll see life in a whole new retrospect. If and when you handle depression and suicidal thoughts, then you can take the world head-on. But if you choose to end your life, you'll put us, all your friends, and your whole family through hell. Don't make them go down that path. Don't go down that path yourself.
As Spock once said, "Live Long and Prosper."
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Post by Oded Zeituni on Jul 29, 2016 10:50:23 GMT -5
I also got the worst birthday ever this year
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Post by babclayman on Jul 30, 2016 10:34:06 GMT -5
Oh Dear, May I ask what happen? =s
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Post by Oded Zeituni on Aug 2, 2016 8:21:13 GMT -5
I was planning my best birthday but some of that didn't really happens so yeah, it's the worst
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Post by Oded Zeituni on Aug 3, 2016 6:09:29 GMT -5
also I have the worst life ever
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Post by Lucky on Aug 3, 2016 16:41:16 GMT -5
How so?
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Post by Oded Zeituni on Aug 5, 2016 18:38:13 GMT -5
Nevermind that...
Things got better when a Shih Tzu dog lick my face and it made me very happy. i guess a year ago a dalmatian pup licked my face which is also made me very happy.
I want to say I'm sorry for not being active a lot on the site, I think it's been 1-2 years since I left so I'm really happy to be back again, great to see my friends again (the sparky dearly community). I try my best to be active here as much as I can.
I guess I got over the depression and I feel a lot better now, I'm not a religious but I want to thank God for the life I've been given and there's a lot to see in my life so why wasting it.
You will always be my friends, I really like you a lot!
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Post by Flowgli on Aug 5, 2016 22:41:44 GMT -5
Nice to see you back here again, Oded, and nice to see that things have been starting to go well for you.
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Post by Oded Zeituni on Aug 17, 2016 10:11:12 GMT -5
My mom bought me a detailed coloring book and this is what i paint
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Post by Oded Zeituni on Sept 1, 2016 20:32:15 GMT -5
sometimes I want to give a big sigh, I feel like I see dogs once a month, I really miss dogs. the thing that makes me sad the most is when dog lick someone face (especially kids and babies) while I'm watching it. I can't stand see kids and babies being licked by a dog, once I watched a scene where a dog licked human in the face while the man is unconscious on beach and I ran out slightly crying (sorry if it's pathetic but that's how I feel I just can't help it!). I'm jealous of the people who have dogs.
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Post by Oded Zeituni on Sept 9, 2016 5:15:09 GMT -5
this is me everytime!
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