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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Feb 2, 2014 20:09:14 GMT -5
its fine..
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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Feb 25, 2014 13:18:50 GMT -5
Ugh.. I dont know why the h*ll I did it, but I went on my ex's page -__- f*ckin thingy *steams* I know I deserved most if not all of what she dished out when she left, but seeing her happy with that thingy she calls a boyfriend (who is actually a girl) just p*sses me off. Im happier than ever with my girlfriend and our son, but seeing my ex just p*sses me off and opens old wounds..
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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Apr 1, 2014 17:50:29 GMT -5
why the f*ck am I such a jerk... why the h*ll cant i have love.. why... *curls up*
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Post by Deleted on Apr 4, 2014 0:51:15 GMT -5
hey Reuben I know how you feel, I just broke up with a boyfriend of 2 and a half years.
but moping about it isn't going to change a darn thing. They're going on with their lives whether you want them to or not, and the best thing to do is just let it go and move on. I've been doing the same thing you're doing and trust me it does not work. If she wanted to come back to you, she would have. But she isn't, and.. it was a hard pill for me to swallow myself, but that more than likely means she won't. So just keep being happy with your new girl.
People tell me it's the best revenge to go on happy and carefree without them in your life.
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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Apr 7, 2014 11:49:19 GMT -5
i dont have a new one :/ the newest one is the one that left and the one that meant the most.. venting here helped some
i think shes slowly coming back so Im tryin not to lose hope
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Post by Deleted on Apr 12, 2014 2:15:53 GMT -5
well, just don't hold out blind hope.. leave yourself open to other options in case you turn out to be wrong.
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Post by chrisno51 on Apr 12, 2014 14:29:41 GMT -5
I am so sorry, Oreo. I know it hurts, and you've got my support. *hugs*
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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Apr 13, 2014 23:07:44 GMT -5
*hugs back*
thanks rose (and chris)
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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Jun 18, 2014 15:01:03 GMT -5
so sick of women.. all they do is cause pain..
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Post by babclayman on Jun 18, 2014 15:04:13 GMT -5
We do have female members on here, Oreo. ^^" Something happen with a newer woman that you have met or is this one from a few months ago?
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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Jun 18, 2014 15:09:11 GMT -5
im fully aware of our female members bab. i assume that they understand i am not including them in my statement seeing as most of them that i know here are very kind creatures.
and its sort of both, its a long story and im just finally tired of things in all
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Post by Snivinerior on Jun 18, 2014 18:09:43 GMT -5
Basing upon the stricken statement on your signature, I can assume it's about your gf. I also went through that sh*t but I just let it go and never looked back.
PS: Hey, I haven't met you before... Well, hi. I am known here as Note, or you can call me as my alias.
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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Jun 18, 2014 20:14:21 GMT -5
she left me back in march.. this is sort of about her sort of about the one after her..
the 1st has a kid I think of as my own and I got him a little toy I thought he'd like, and she said that i know i need to move on and such.. well that was kick one to the balls
the 2nd one got in a relationship 3 days ago and didnt have the decency to tell me when i trusted her with almost everything, and then in my hurt i called her a @ss and now she blocked me.. kicks 2 and 3 so yeah i feel even more like sh*t than usual..
also.. hi Note..
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Post by Belchic on Jun 20, 2014 9:23:54 GMT -5
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Post by Dark Knight Oreo Shellhound on Feb 11, 2015 10:53:47 GMT -5
Well.. lovely way to kickstart my return to the forums.. griping in my vent thread about my bruised feelings.
Idk.. Im just having a bad morning, my grandfather wanted to be a @ss and get in my way so I couldnt get the dogs water at the sink even though I dont let the stuid bottle touch the d*mned sink -_- so I had to go hurt my back bending over the tub to get water for him before I could take him out. I come back and toss the bottle on the dog crate and it falls off and everybody just assumes Im p*ssed off so I get fussed at. Meanwhile here comes my angry mother whom I apparently woke up stomping to the bathroom for the water and she wants to fuss at me for stomping and cr*p then I accidentally stepped on her foot and tripped cause she didnt move out of my way fast enough and she tells me as I close the blinds on my door that I might as well get up cause she's sick of me sleeping all day and staying up all night and all that sh*t (gee it aint my f*cking fault that I had a working sleep schedule of 11pm to 8am and then as soon as I come home for the holidays I have to do a half week's worth of paper routes that f*cked up my internal clock) and tells me that I should "get up and do something productive (pretty sure that was followed by "with your life"), like clean my room or clean the house but stay off the "d*mn computer" " so I curl up under my covers and for the first time in forever just angry cried and that drifted into thoughts of why wasnt I aborted or put up for adoption or whatever the f*ck (she admitted before that she often wondered if I wouldnt be happier if I had been put up for adoption as a baby and didnt live here- and I quickly assured her that Id have my life no other way if I could go back and change it I wouldnt) and then I tried to think about my ex and her baby cause they make me happy and that just made me feel worse cause shes gone for the time being and Im just not fit to date cause Im so f*cked up in the head and ugh... and then I thought about the "do something productive" and I cant remember for sure if she said the "with your life" or not but it seemed like she did and I guess in my weakened state it hurt more than it shouldve cause that just made me cry more and I hate crying so that p*ssed me off, and it p*ssed me off that I let it get to me cause I know shes just sleep deprived and angry that she got woke up but still.. *sighs*
Just needed to get that off my chest. everything is tense here and Im sick of my situation in life and being useless and hopeless and all that fun depressing sh*t that I deal with
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